What does $200 mean to you?

Just finished my new piece(s) for the $200 exhibition at the Chicago Art Department opening Friday, November 13, 2009.

"Need v Want"
ink on vellum
6" x 8" (ea)
2009

Need v Want

“What does $200 mean to you?” Such a loaded question and yet incredibly simplistic at its core. Of course $200 means a lot of different things to different people. To some, it’s what they take home in a day; to many it’s what they make in a week. $200 can feed a village in Peru for a month, or cover the tip for a Wall Street executive’s lunch. What’s $200 when our nation is hemorrhaging millions of dollars a day fighting an unwinnable war? The more I thought about it, the more I agonized. Suddenly the answer was not so simple.

Struggling, I asked friends and family what $200 meant to them. The responses were overwhelmingly opposite of the sinister thoughts in my head and hitting much more close to home. $200 to my sister meant a much deserved weekend getaway for her and her husband after an exceedingly trying year. $200 to my cousin meant a flight from Denver to Chicago to visit with the family. A friend jokingly pointed out that $200 could buy 28.57 lbs of jellybeans…if I was “into that sorta thing.” $200 as a means to build memories, share moments, and fill the heart with love and joy. Hmm…

Simply put, I realized the question became less about a monetary amount and more about necessity versus nicety. I need food and shelter and medicine, but I want a shiny new gadget, a new pair of boots, and a vacation would be nice. It’s in our nature to want things, but not every want is evil, greedy, or outlandish. Really, it’s all about options…and thank god I have them!

About the show

An exploration into what this amount of money means given today's economic climate, this exhibition poses a simple question to CAD's resident artists: What does $200 mean to you? The exhibition will feature written responses alongside single pieces of art by each resident. Sale price for any piece of art will be $200, with proceeds benefiting CAD's resident artist program. Participating artists include Stacy Peterson, Jen Rosenthal, Chris Hales, Seth Gershberg, Mike Wilgus, Kirsten Strauss, Rebecca Rounds, Pei San Ng, Hansol Goo, Abraham Velázquez Tello, and Hilesh Patel.

Opening reception Friday November 13, 6-10pm

November 13 - November 22 {by appointment}
1837 S. Halsted
312-725-4CAD (4223)
www.chicagoartdepartment.org

39th Annual Pilsen East Artists’ Open House | Sept 25-27, 2009

Join me this weekend as the Chicago Arts District kicks off its 39th annual "Pilsen Artwalk". I'll have recent work on display at the Chicago Art Department (on the main floor, and in the upstairs residents' gallery), and have reduced most of my prices for this weekend only. $CORE!! Be seeing you...

Opening Night: Friday, September 25th | 6-10pm
Open Studios/Garden Walk: Saturday & Sunday, September 26th & 27th | 12-7pm
1837 S. Halsted | Chicago, IL | 60608

Featured on The Artsighter

I'm honored to be included on artist/writer Dana Hanegraaf's new blog The Artsighter. Dana has a keen eye for all things arty & fashionable and is helping shed some light on Chicago's newest emerging creative talents. Check out the post here. A million thanks, Dana.

Growing Up CAD 2009 - Art Auction & Fundraiser 8/15/09

On Saturday, August 15th, the Chicago Art Department will hold its 3rd annual “Growing Up CAD” fundraiser. My involvement with CAD is a labor of love. Throughout the past 4 years, CAD has allowed me the opportunity and freedom to explore my voice as an artist while ensuring a consistent dialogue with an ever growing audience and robust artist network. CAD has helped me grow, and in return I've dedicated myself to the growth of CAD.

Your support can help make the following things possible:

• Maintaining our flagship location at 1837 S. Halsted - which has become a staple and regular stop in Pilsen.
• The opening of "CAD West" - an expansion to a 2nd location in West Town, dedicated solely to studio space and the making of art. (This will also be the new location for future CAD classes)
• Expanding our Residency Program – over the next year, we will be more than doubling our artist residency from 8 to 20+.
• Even more exhibitions - with the opening of CAD West, CAD Pilsen will shift its primary focus to exhibitions, expanding our events calendar beyond the usual '2nd Fridays' thus providing more opportunities for artists to exhibit
• Upgrades, Upgrades, Upgrades - while our DIY aesthetic has always been a part of our charm, we would love to keep improving the space with things like repairing our walls, new lighting, and amenities.

I'm donating Control #1 to the art auction. This was the first piece I made for my most recent collection, Control. A special piece for a special night...



Growing Up CAD 2009
3rd Annual Art Auction & Fundraiser

DATE: Saturday August 15, 2009
TIME: 6 - 10PM
LOCATION: 1837 S. Halsted
TICKETS: $20 donation online or @ the door

Art Auction Preview Night: '2nd Friday' August 14th, 6 - 10PM

Can't make it to the fundraiser? Consider an online donation in any amount... DONATE NOW!

Work in "The Lab"

I have a few pieces up in "The Lab" @ Simone's Bar in Pilsen. Check it out if you're in the 'hood -- 960 W. 18th St. (Through 8/14)

Contextualizing Control - An Interview

Recently, Columbia College journalism student Michael Pedraza interviewed me for a classroom assignment. While the article will not be published, I wanted to include his questions with my responses here, as I feel like what transpired helps contextualize what went into the making of my recent collection, "control." Please excuse my lack of editing...seriously.

MP: Where did the idea come from for this show? What was your inspiration?

Well, honestly…it’s been a tough couple of months. …For everyone, really. I think this collection of work was developed more out of sheer necessity than by something I was inspired by. This past fall I found myself really succumbing to the panic, fear, uncertainty, despair, etc. that was beating us about the brow via the economic crisis, non-stop political punditry, war, corporate greed, mother nature’s wrath, etc. In addition to all the external negativity and global suffering, I was personally wrestling with my own internal strife. Joblessness, self-doubt, depression, apathy. In December I turned 30 and all of a sudden I found myself completely lost. Questioning all the decisions I’d made that have led me to where I’m at currently, i.e. professionally, artistically, personally. Where was I headed? What was I doing? …Ya know, the big life altering stuff. I felt like I was at a crossroads.

I had all these loose concepts & metaphors floating around in my head, but couldn’t formulate them into something I felt was cohesive or that wouldn’t come off sounding trite. For me, my art is all about the process. It’s like my meditation, my Zen. I turned to this body of work to relieve my anxieties and to help me get my head straight. Not unlike therapy. I just started “doing” and the theme emerged unexpectedly. My work is primarily about the internal discovery/journey and the exploration of the dualities of life and Self. It wasn’t until I re-read a journal entry from 3 years ago that I realized I’m still tripping over my own feet. I still have all these control issues I thought were resolved. It was insane to realize that here I was again, learning to just let go of the things I cannot control, and take the reins on the stuff I can. You gotta pick and choose your battles, ya know.

MP: Why do most of the pieces have only black, white, and red designs? Why not other colors?

Well, most of my work is primarily b&w. I just like the aesthetic…the simplicity and minimalist quality. Perhaps it’s the ultimate duality? My previous solo show was all b&w as well, but with accents of serene green. Examples. This collection is more aggressive and raw. I was no longer in a tranquil state of mind. It was like literally tearing into myself.

MP: Why are there mostly harsh strokes/patterns?

It was my way of giving into control. Letting out my anger and stress. Something satisfying about throwing ink on paper and letting it splatter and run. Shaking the paper violently to get these streaks to go here and there. These things never occurred to me before. My previous work has been so exact and meticulous… not until recently did I realized it seems a little inhuman, like a computer made it. This time around I just let it go. Let go of the control. Funny enough, someone recently told me I was just too nice. Mess it up a little. Let it out. I suppose I was angry about that comment. I channeled it. It was my punching bag.

MP: Were these patterns made with calculations and measurements or were they made at random? Could you explain why you made them the way you did?

Nothing was planned out ahead of time. I just went for it. I suppose I touched on that in the last question. Though, the outlines were deliberate; that's where I took back control. Working my way around the splatters and drips. That’s the balance. I’m constantly striving for balance…my center.

MP: You had two large pieces and many small ones. Why are most of them small and what were you trying to accomplish with the big two?

The two big ones were late additions. They’re actually just scaled versions of two originals. I was feeling inspired by the last show the Chicago Art Department put on with new resident artist Abraham Velazquez and his Tripa Colectivo crew. They all worked on this huge graffiti mural inside the space and since my work is so small and intimate, I just wanted to try and work large scale for a change. It was a nice change of pace. They kinda became billboards of sorts. Looks good in the window from afar.

MP: Everyone feels different things when they look at art but what emotions were you expressing in this work?

Fear & Hope. Uncertainty & Freedom. Lightness & Weight.

MP: The average person might only see what's in front of them. What do you want them to see?

I want them to see their own story in the work. I want them to come to some realization or “Aha” moment when some connection to their own truth is made.

MP: What do you call the art you made?

Hmm… Maybe, The Rosenthal Effect? It blew my mind when I stumbled upon this discovery a few years ago. It may only make sense to me, or perhaps I’m assigning more to it than coincidence, but there is such an effect, which basically translates into the basis of self-fulfilling prophecies…AND I obsess over self-fulfilling prophecies. …And my dad’s name was Robert Rosenthal (though he was not the aforementioned psychologist.) …And none of this really matters, I know. I digress.

MP: Some of the pieces have layers. Why did you make these and what steps did you take to make them? How long did it take to make a layered piece and a non-layer piece?

In this collection, the layers are a way to hide & reveal certain “details.” For example, there are several pieces that have small cutouts and underneath lay the circle motif from my previous collection, “returning”. I’m giving the viewer a peek at something from my past, while continuing to move forward with my work. It’s a reminder in a way to never forget where I’ve been. Also, I enjoy pulling the viewer into the work. I’m hoping to entice people to look within…look a little deeper.

The time it took to make the layered pieces varied. For example, "control. #77" a piece that has a huge “rip” that’s hand stitched diagonally took much more time than the piece with small cutouts and no stitching. It’s hard to assign an actual amount of time to a lot of the pieces, as they were all essentially started at once, then fine-tuned little by little. I was constantly working and reworking, adding and subtracting almost every piece up until the show.

MP: All of the pieces might look the same to certain people. What did you do to give each one a unique feel?

I think the unique feel came from the sense of letting the ink flow where it wanted. Given that process, it was almost guaranteed to not end up with the same look twice. I also tried to not have a “formula” that said, “ok, now you have the splatter…there must be this many lines that follow in only this certain area, etc.” I tried to just give in to the process. Try a little bit of everything.

MP: How were you able to present at the Chicago Art Department?

I’ve been involved with the Chicago Art Department for 4 years. I began as a “student” and just never left. I’m currently a resident artist and director of development. CAD is a non-profit and my labor of love. No one makes money off of CAD…the 8 resident artists all financially support the gallery and all it’s programming out of their own pockets. Besides being a part of a massively vibrant art community, one of the biggest perks is that you get one 2nd Friday show a year that you can do what you will with, be it a solo show, curating, etc.

MP: When can people see your work at the Chicago Art Department?

Every 2nd Friday of each month in our permanent resident artists’ gallery upstairs in the back loft.

MP: What's your next goal/project?

I’ve spent 4 wonderful years experimenting, dabbling in different mediums, and exhibiting at the Chicago Art Department. CAD has given me the freedom to develop my voice as an artist and garner a solid audience who have gotten to know me and my work. My next goal is to start exhibiting in other galleries around town and in other cities. I’m also trying to meld my skills and knowledge as an arts facilitator into my professional life.

MP: I overheard you say you're not good with artist statements. Why is that?

Oh man. I don’t know? They’re just agonizing to me. Everyone says you have to have one…you know you have to have one…they are important, but I just struggle with it. I just think there are some things that cannot be summed up in 2 or 3 paragraphs…like, who you are and what you’re trying to accomplish with your art, and what does it all mean. It’s such a loaded question. …And, have you ever read an artists’ statement? Ugh, blah blah blah.

MP: Do you have any other jobs? Are you in school? What do you do in your free time?

I’m currently working as a freelance graphic artist and videographer (though times is tough and I’m unsuccessfully searching for a steady gig.)

I am a student of the world, aka…not in school.

In my free time I like to read, sleep, work on my stand-up comedy routine, and am most looking forward to getting my garden growing again! I love diggin’ in the dirt.

A million thanks & other items of note

1) Thank you to all my friends, family, supporters, strangers, and new pals for coming to my opening last Friday. Your love and support helped make it an unforgettable night and has kept me walking on cloud 9 since.

B) I'm thrilled to share some great reviews I've received recently, all from incredibly talented and exceedingly kind women. Check 'em out: Chicagoist, Chicago Weekly, & ArtSlant.

III) If you missed the opening, or just wanna come hang out with me again, the closing party for "control" is this Friday, April 24th, 7-11pm. Refreshments will be served, but feel free to BYO and stay awhile. 1837 S. Halsted.

Fourth) I caved, follow me on twitter.

Lastly, please to enjoy my interview for CADTV with Nathan Peck @ the Chicago Art Department...

control | New works on display @ the Chicago Art Department | April 10, 2009

Ok, so here it is. Two weeks until my show at the Chicago Art Department and I feel like I may burst with anticipation. There's still a million things to do, but I hope you'll join me Friday, April 10th for the opening. Here's a little blurb about the work. I hope you dig it...

control
New works by Jen Rosenthal
April 10 - 24, 2009

Opening reception Friday, April 10, 6-10pm
Closing reception Friday, April 24, 7-11pm
Chicago Art Department
1837 S. Halsted

Jen Rosenthal’s collection of new works explore the inky middle ground between control and entropy. In this new series, the artist lives and breathes, on grassy knolls between bailouts and bankrolls, empathy and apathy, pulled between the expanding universe and the collapsing consciousness of America. Jen’s delicate line work and hand stitched thread, paired with aggressive splatters and drips of ink evoke messages of optimism and stability in times of crisis and uncertainty. As she meticulously works the lines around the mess of chaos, she strives to find a new path amongst today’s weighty obstacles. While the world seems to be tearing apart at the seams, Jen looks to the silver lining, letting the struggle inspire creative momentum and a renewed sense of direction.

control.

Three years ago, I found myself going through major growing pains. My dad’s death had sent me into a tailspin. His unfulfilled life was staring me in the face. My career was sucking the life outta me, and I owned a condo that kept me tethered in place. To counter my father’s lack of responsibility I swung my pendulum into self-imposed hyper-control that left me feeling rigid, and abrasive in the eyes of others. I felt trapped by convention. I wanted something else. I wanted to travel. I wanted to try new things. I wanted to be weightless. I was miserable in my complacency and was sleepwalking through life. I was a zombie and longed for a change, but was scared to death.

In my past, change always went hand and hand with family chaos. Change was not a healthy process or an exciting endeavor. Change was forced upon me at every crossroads. My entire life, I’d been searching for stability in an unstable home. Why would I purposely blow up my whole world when I finally had a steady footing?

“I know I can do this…I’m just scared.”

He asked what did I have to lose?

I said, “control.”

He said, “What control? You allow everything and everyone to dictate your life.”

...

He was right. I would only react when provoked. I allowed my life to flow by the decisions made around me. I waited until change came to me.

This would be the first time I took control.

Kaboom!

...The Winter of our Discontent

From my windowsill I see...



music: "Rhodes Two" by My Were They

Three Things

Just finished my new piece for the CMYK Show...

Three Things
19.75" x 9"
thread, ink, marker on paper
2009

Meet-the-Artists-After-Work Viewing:
Mon, February 16, 5:30pm–8:30pm

Closing Artists’ Reception:
Sun, March 15, 6–9pm

New Wave Coffee
3103 W Logan / 2557 N Milwaukee, Chicago
Hours: open Mon–Fri 7am–11pm, Sat–Sun 8am–11pm

A Penny Saved is a Penny Earned

Here's a look at my new piece for the 200 Lincolns exhibition opening Friday, February 13th at the Chicago Art Department. It's made from 400 pennies, all of which were found at home in various jars and cans of accumulating coins.

UPDATES!

News, Shows, & Work

NEWS
Ok, very exciting news.... My bestest fwiends in the whole world Jason & Billy from Delicious Design League have agreed to help me get my website up and running once and for all. Finally, everything in one place! Coming soon...

SHOWS
I'll have new work in the following shows...
200 LINCOLNS
Art celebrating Abraham Lincoln’s 200th Birthday
February 13 - February 27, 2009

Opening Reception
Friday, February 13th | 6-10PM
Chicago Art Department
1837 S. Halsted | Chicago, IL 60608
{Gallery Hours By Appointment}
chicagoartdepartment.org

200 LINCOLNS
In honor of Abraham Lincoln's 200th Birthday this February, the Chicago Art Department will be opening a new group exhibition appropriately titled, "200 Lincolns" which will feature 200 portraits of Honest Abe in a variety of mediums. In Lincoln's spirit of equality and diversity this exhibition is about participation. An open call was made to artists and non-artists alike to submit their portraits of Abraham Lincoln. Although the exhibition opens a day after Lincoln’s birthday (Friday, February 13th), the opening promises to be a Lincoln birthday party - with cake!

N.A.I.L.S. presents The CMYK Show
February 16 - March 15, 2009

Meet-the-Artists-After-Work Viewing
Mon, February 16, 5:30pm–8:30pm

Closing Artists’ Reception
Sun, March 15, 6–9pm

New Wave Coffee
3103 W Logan / 2557 N Milwaukee, Chicago
Hours: Mon–Fri 7am–11pm, Sat–Sun 8am–11pm

Brightening up the bleak winter with some color, Neighborhood Artists In Logan Square (N.A.I.L.S.) presents it’s first exhibition with 25 member-artists at Logan Square’s newest café, New Wave Coffee, 3103 W Logan/2557 N Milwaukee, in Chicago. The CMYK Show provides an eclectic mix of works inspired by cyan, magenta, yellow and black (CMYK in printer’s terms).

On display February 16 through March 15, the exhibition opens with an informal Meet-the-Artists-After-Work Viewing on Monday, February 16, 5:30pm–8:30pm, and winds down it’s month-long run with a Closing Artist Reception event on Sunday, March 15, 6–9pm. C = cyan M = magenta Y = yellow K = black

SAVE THE DATE | Friday, April 10, 2009 | Solo show @ Chicago Art Department

WORK
...in progress

Some fairly recent work & perhaps more current reflection...

where's the exit? no. 1

This series was created in the fall of '08 as a way to channel the overwhelming feeling of doom & gloom that seemed to be crashing down all around us. I myself was feeling particularly engulfed with the daily assault of news coverage, financial uncertainty, election madness, joblessness, war, famine, mother nature's wrath, etc., etc., etc.

Looking back, the thread work was a new direction, but now seems to represent a larger motif -- the common threads that tie mankind together. People talk of the world's collective consciousness, and right now these common threads are tugging at all of us. As we've learned, what happens here, does have a tangible impact all the way across the globe. So we pull, and they pull, and someone else is pushing, and everyone's confused and before you know it, all of mankind has become completely intertwined. Like being tangled in a web, I personally was searching for the light at the end of a seemingly longer and darker tunnel than I'm used to. I'm no stranger to ups & downs, but the past couple months have proven to be particularly unnerving and difficult.

But like most of my work, it's the process that's helps shed light on life's troubling conundrums. The stitching became a cathartic meditation and helped release my feelings of hopelessness and disillusion, if only temporarily. Though feeling hopeful and re-energized by the promise of a new year, new leaders, new opportunities, I can't help but still dwell on that nagging question.

...If these common threads have tethered us all together, how do we really begin to untangle ourselves from this mess?

Resisting? For what reason...

For many years I've been resisting many things, one being starting a blog. Why? I dunno, a few reasons I suppose...

1) Why should I? I struggle with writing, there's already plenty of chatter on the web, what could I really contribute that hasn't already been said somewhere else, more eloquently at that?

2) I'm a private person. The concept of blogs still kinda weird me out.

3) I still romanticize about personal interaction and worry that a computer screen will never really convey true feelings and emotion. ...And these don't count ----> :)

I could go on, but why beat a dead horse. At the root of it, I started this blog to share my art. It's a new year and I've got a long list of accomplishments that need checking off. First entry...CHECK!